Sunday, October 4, 2026

What I Read in September

 


Here's what I read in September. 11 books total. Of those, one was 5 stars, five were 4 stars, three were 3 stars, and two were 2 stars. Not the best month I've had but definitely not the worst.

Eight of the eleven were review copies, One was audio, Five were print. The longest book was 381 pages. The shortest was 106. A total of 2691 pages read.





Phantom Limb by Brian Evenson

I literally just finished Last Days, which I friggen adored, and wasted no time diving straight into the sequel the second I swiped that final page.

Phantom Limb picks up some time after Last Days leaves off, with our guy Kline facing jail time... but not for what he did to The Pauls or The Brotherhood. He assumes he's incognito, beliving he’s finally crawled out of that amputee‑cult horrorshow free and clear, but learns pretty fast that the promises made to him are already being broken. Inside those prison walls, the zealots are still hunting him, still convinced he’s theirs.

It’s just as grody, just as violent, and maybe even a little weirder than its predecessor, which is saying something. And while it didn’t hit quite as hard for me as Last Days did (sequels rarely do), it’s still a damn solid follow‑up and an absolute blast of a return to one of the coolest protagonists out there. Missing limb, missing toes, missing patience — Kline remains an all‑time fave!

I had a helluva time hanging out with him again.




Ship of Death by Kyle Winkler

Another highly anticipated release that did not disappoint. I’m honestly so glad I didn’t let my hatred of Grasshands turn me away from this one — I cannot believe these two books came from the same person.

The Ship of Death unfolds through non‑traditional storytelling: journal entries, after‑game reports, forum chats, and excerpts from the rulebooks for the mysterious board‑game/RPG hybrid Cory and his wife are playtesting. From what they can tell, it’s part large‑scale board game, part role‑playing campaign, and intriguing as hell. So intriguing, in fact, that Cory starts bringing pieces of it to work just to read and obsess over while his wife sets things up at home.

But then the weirdness starts. Strange things begin happening around (and to) them as they play. It doesn’t take long before the world inside the game starts bleeding into the real one. And when it does, the book shifts from fun and fanciful to totally unhinged and fucked up.

Something got out that desperately wants back in… and something inside does not want it to.

I know I’ve been saying this a lot lately, but The Ship of Death honestly blew me away. I didn’t want to put it down, and the only reason I didn’t finish it in one sitting was because I had to work the next day and needed at least a little sleep. All the stars. All I wanted it to be and more. And I probably owe some of my love for this book to my husband who is an avid board gamer, D&D campaigner, and the reason I understood most of the gameplay unfolding on the page.

Go. Get it. Read it. Tell me I’m wrong.




The Flayed Man by Chloe Lauter

Was I sad that I got declined for a NetGalley copy of this book? Yes, totally.
Did that stop me from trying to get my hands on it the second it released? Absolutely not.

And did it take forever because none of the bookstores near me were carrying it and I had to stalk PangoBooks until someone finally listed a used copy? It sure did. But once I got my grubby little hands on it, I couldn’t wait to dive in.

Was it everything I thought it would be? Strangely … no.

It's not like the other vampire books I’ve been reading. Though, that’s kinda been the trend. Every vampire book I’ve picked up this year has brought something new and unique to the table. And honestly, good on all these authors for giving the classic genre a little shakey‑shakey, oven‑bakey by cooking up fresh additions to the canon.

By the way, did anyone else think Lauter’s vampires had a little too much werewolf energy? If they didn’t feed regularly, their bodies would morph and shift, and not in the growing vampy teeth way. It felt a bit like the vampire‑lycan hybrids from those Kate Beckinsale movies, and once I thought that, I couldn’t stop seeing it.

Was I totally blown away? No. But don’t get me wrong when I say that. I really enjoyed the book and practically inhaled it in a single day. Ellis and her mother (who’s dealing with early‑onset Alzheimer’s) have a compelling dynamic. The concept of a flayed man who will come and take them away if they don't behave was intriguing as well, but even with that, the vampiric lore and its broader backstory felt a little underdeveloped. And full disclosure... I wasn’t the biggest fan of Ellis’s romantic obsession with Veer. I thought the whole relationship felt forced and cringey. Maybe because I found Veer herself to be really cringey. Give me less “should I kiss her or should she kiss me” and more gore and chaos any day.

But there’s so much here to love. Even with my quibbles, it’s a fast, weird, bloody ride, and I’m glad I finally got to read it.

If you liked Night's Edge, you'll very likely dig this.




Crone by Keith Rosson

Keith Rosson has definitely found his audience with Coffin Moon, and as a long‑time fan of his work, it’s refreshing to see him continue that high‑stakes weirdness with Crone. From vampires to witches, he’s out here capturing and singlehandedly wrecking readers’ hearts, book after book.

Crone leans hard into grief fiction. Eli’s disabled teenage daughter, Hannah, disappears one night, and his entire world collapses. He spirals into wire... a crystal drug slipped under the nailbed that dissolves reality into a dreamlike haze... gets kicked off the police force, goes on a violent tear trying to track down whoever took his kid, and ends up deeply indebted to local dealer Trying Dave Novak. Truly Olympic‑level bad luck.

Thirteen years later, with no leads and nothing left but guilt, Eli runs into Hannah’s childhood friend Avery — the last person who saw her step into that blue van. Avery’s return brings a rival drug crew, old wounds, and fresh danger. And when one of Novak’s sons turns up gruesomely dead in the woods, Novak turns to Eli to solve the murder.

Meanwhile, the dead are clawing their way out of graves. Sightings of a pale woman with grey hair and massive wings are increasing. Bodies are piling up. And Eli starts to realize that every strange, witchy, torn‑up thing happening around him might be tied to Hannah’s disappearance all those years ago.

It’s a story about shame, loss, and revenge. Crone is slow to start, but once it kicks into gear, nothing stands between these characters and the reckoning coming for them. I’ll be honest, Coffin Moon hit harder for me, but Crone shows Rosson is absolutely onto something with this new lane he’s carving out. Weird, bleak, supernatural, and emotionally raw, he’s building a canon worth paying attention to.




The Man in the Watch Still Visits Me at Night by Joshua Chaplinsky

Oh man does this book really work your brain, especially if you're reading it in digital format. It's a haunted house (origin?) story that is told out of order across three main overlapping timelines. It starts off kind of chill as it sets everything up but whoa nelly when the weird stuff starts creeping in and everyone starts realizing that nothing is what it seems inside the Vogel House.

If you grew up in the 80's and 90's like I did, there really wasn't a whole heck of a lot of adult supervision and you were kind of left to your own devices when it came to keeping yourself occupied. On more than one occassion, my friends and I may have let ourselves in to new homes that were still mid-construction or homes and hotels that were decrepid and abandoned for a change of scenery. Never to vandalize or steal... just to hang. Reading this book brought those memories back full force and had me wondering, what if one of the places I snuck into decided not to allow us to sneak back out? What if I got stuck in there, in an endless fear-inducing loop of attempting to escape...

Joshua Chaplinsky's The Man in the Watch Still Visits Me at Night is what you would get if House of Leaves, Monster House, Backrooms, and Groundhogs Day all hooked up and had a freaky ass little baby. Unlike anything you've read before, but also so eerily familiar, and I'm not shamed to say that I enjoyed every second of it.




Strange New Moons Anthology

Man it's taken me a while to get to this one, and I'm not terribly ashamed to admit it would likely still be sitting in my TBR pile had my husband not wandered into my antilibrary, wanting to choose my next read for me, and randomly snatched it off one of the stacks.

This was a review copy that was sent to me back in 2024 (see how I'm telling on myself right now... see how far behind I get with arcs?). It's an anthology of wildly different werewolf stories - werewolves in space, a werewolf apocalypse, an alternate reality where once a month all females turn into 'bitches' and the men are trained to stay out of sight out of mind, kidnapped werewolves who are thrown into a concrete arena and made to fight to the death, you name it, it's in here.

For a 350 paged chunker, it reads fairly quickly. The stories are entertaining but not amazing. Fun but not fantastic. If you're looking for a quick, bloodsoaked read to get you closer to your end of year reading goal, you could do worse picking this one up.




The Unknown by Riley Sager

This was an ALC, and I nearly DNF’d it because of the narrator’s relentless talk‑whispering. She’d start a sentence at a normal volume and end it like she was confessing a secret in a church pew. I already have trouble hearing, so this audiobook had me feral.

The setup is solid but it took a while to pull me in. Five women shipped to a haunted island to “live” as the characters they’ll portray in a film, all of whom mysteriously disappeared a century ago. And wouldn’t you know it… history is determined to repeat itself.

The story spins its wheels for a while. Repetitive, slow, not quite gripping. But as we get closer to the end, we're hit with twist after twist and I was like, okay Riley, NOW we’re cooking, keep those coming.

When all was said and done?
Not horrible. Not great. A decent companion for a work commute.

But good lord, girl… please stop whisper‑speaking.




Rooted by Leopoldo Gout

Do all of Leopoldo’s books start painfully slow and then unleash all the chaos in the final act? Because at this point, Piñata and Rooted are making a very compelling case. It's good to lead with the weird... but not when it’s only in the prologue, which he seems to love to do.

And the prologue here is suuuuuch a tease. You rub your palms together thinking, okay, yaaaaas, this is gonna be good. And then the main timeline kicks in and you’re like… wait… is this the same book? When do we get back to the weird stuff? Soon? No? Oh, you’re going to make us wait a painfully long time, huh? Sigh.

In Rooted, we meet Aurora, returning home after many years away. She’s excited to see her mother again, and she’s coordinating the return of stolen ancient artifacts to her hometown museum. As with any homecoming story worth its weight, we know there’s a reason she left, even though the reason might not be clear yet... and now that she’s back, the memories and nightmares start rushing in, surfacing right as they unbox a creepy statue of Xipe Totec, The Flayed One, an old god who does not exactly bring comfort.

It’s another “that’s what you get for going home again” novel, this time filtered through Aztec mythology, Mexican folklore, a touch of body and eco horror, a generous scoop of mental instability, and a very… uhm… painful reconciliation? Or maybe it's more like a reckoning? Fuck it, it's kind of a bit of both.

When the ending finally brings the action, we remember the slow build up and the not‑quite‑horror vibe, so the book's imbalance kept this one from fully landing for me. Not bad enough to DNF, but not a book you'll see me raving about either. Which is shameful because hello, have you seen the cover? It's stunning.




The Sea Hides Its Dead by Megan Bontrager

Yeah... this was a no for me. I thought about DNFing it multiple times but I paid full price for it and wasn't allowing myself to just chuck it. But man I definitely should have. I had no idea it was going to be sooo long and painful and repetitive.

For those of you who haven't read it yet, it's basically a cosmic horror about a weird cave system that just suddenly appears out in the middle of the ocean one day. A professor of anthropology and his little side-piece research assistant immediately head out there with a small group of specialists to see what's what. Once they get there though, the front of the cave system collapses, locking them in, kickstarting a claustrophobic and torturous series of "tests" meant to appease the Leviathan that calls that place home.

I eyerolled. I sighed a lot. I counted the characters and realized Megan was going to keep us here for a while. Everytime I put it down, I was almost loathe to pick it back up.

And what's most disappointing... the first chapter contained two major no-fly-zone triggers for me - infidelity and an animal death. When the books goes all in right up front with both of those things, I mean... shame on me. I should have known better.

The writing was weird for me too and I had a hard time jiving with it. I don't know why, but I had a really hard time visualizing where they were and what was going on, even after going back and re-reading the descriptions. I felt like the author knew what she was writing but forgot that she needed to take the readers along and make it make sense for them.

I dunno. I see a lot of you loved it and I'm ok with being in the minority. It's a position I find myself in pretty frequently when reading the big five buzzy books...

Shrugs.

Glad it's behind me and that I can move on to the next.




The Eye of Goliath by Deigo Muzzio

First, thank you to Pushkin Press for their extreme patience with me. For whatever reason, the NetGalley PDF refused to transfer to my Kindle app, and I couldn’t get to it in the NetGalley app before it archived. After some failed troubleshooting, they kindly popped a print ARC in the mail and I’m so glad they did. This was one of my most anticipated reads of the year, and I’m happy to confirm it did not disappoint.

The Eye of Goliath unfolds in a sanatorium where David Bradley, a mute and mentally disturbed engineer, has been placed under the care of psychiatrist Dr. Pierce. Pierce, who considers himself miles ahead of his peers, favors hypnosis as a cure for mental afflictions rather than the trendy, torturous methods of electroshock therapy and terapanning.

Through conversations with Bradley’s guardian and by reading Bradley’s journal, Pierce learns that Bradley, a once normally functioning and rational man, was sent out to an abandoned lighthouse to assess its structural defects and report his findings back to the Northern Lighthouse Board... a straightforward assignment that quickly became anything but. Alone on the island, Bradley discovers the grave of the last lighthouse keeper, an accused murderer sent there as a compromise to his prison sentence. Soon after, Bradley begins hearing voices and distant music, complains of objects being moved from where he last left them, and feels watched by a black albatross that begins circling the lighthouse.

What follows is a dark, atmospheric descent into isolation, trauma, and the lingering psychic wounds of WWI. It’s gothic, yes, but also deeply nautical and internationally horroresque, steeped in salt, shadow, and the eventual lose of one’s grip on reality.

It’s a slim novel that reads quickly, but it lingers. The mood, the dread, the ache of not being understood — all of it stays with you long after you’ve closed the final page.

For fans of books like The Autodidacts by Thomas Kendall, The Lamplighters by Emma Stonex, The Tower of Love by Rachilde....




Going to Summertime by Kaaron Warren

I love Meerkat Press to the moon and back and genuinely enjoy almost everything they publish. But every once in a while, a book just doesn’t click for me and despite my high hopes, Going to Summertime fell flat.

The premise sounds absolutely fantastic. A salon owner and her three hairstylists sign up for a team‑building exercise. Instead of doing something fun like an escape room, they sign up for a game of breaking and entering into a cluster of abandoned homes in a strangely cut‑off cul‑de‑sac. Each participant signs a waiver, enters the development alone, is assigned a different house, and whoever emerges first with a unique token or treasure wins.

From what I can tell, the only real prize is a major mind fuck of an experience, because nothing in Summerland Place is what it seems. And once they return to their Red Mullet Salon lives, each woman finds herself unexpectedly haunted by what happened there.

On paper, it sounds pretty badass and by all rights, it should have been. But Kaaron’s style of storytelling is both weirdly simple and extremely complicated, and it didn’t work for me. The writing was distracting, the characters felt underdeveloped, and I spent most of the book confused rather than intrigued.

It clocks in at just under 100 pages, so it’s a quick read. And honestly… thank god for that.

Monday, September 28, 2026

The 40 but 10: Yoav Avni

 




I've pulled together 40ish questions - some bookish, some silly - and have asked authors to limit themselves to answering only 10 of them. That way, it keeps the interviews fresh and connectable for all of us!


Today we are joined by Yoav Avni. He is an Israeli author, translator, editor, and writing mentor, born in 1969. His fiction includes novels and short stories. His novels have been published by two of Israel’s leading publishing houses, Kinneret Zmora Bitan and Keter. One of them, Three Things for a Desert Island, became a national bestseller, and he is a two-time winner of the Israeli Geffen Award for Best Speculative Novel, often regarded as Israel’s equivalent of the Hugo Award.His latest novel, Time Clocks, was published in Hebrew in December 2024 and will be published in English on September 29, 2026, by Roundfire Books in the UK and US. His novel Crossing a River Twice was first published in Hebrew in 2016 and is scheduled for English-language publication in the UK and the United States in 2027. Some of his short stories have been published in N-Zine (London), Words Without Borders, JewishFiction.net, and Jewcy. His writing blends magic realism and speculative fiction with humor, emotional warmth, and a deep curiosity about human nature, drawing inspiration from authors such as Tom Robbins, Kurt Vonnegut, Jerome K. Jerome, Gerald Durrell, and Douglas Adams.




Why do you write?
That’s a little like asking why I live. I’m a storyteller. Writing is my dialogue with the world.


What’s something that’s true about you but no one believes?
I have koumpounophobia, although in my case it isn’t really fear so much as a physical aversion to buttons. People usually think I’m joking. I’m not. There are no buttons in my wardrobe. None on my bedsheets either. It also raises a surprisingly philosophical question: what exactly makes a button a button? Is it the material? The shape? For me, it seems to be the holes and the thread between them. A random circle or square becomes a button once those appear. Which is why, for example, the metal fastener on a pair of jeans is perfectly legal. And of course: blessed be the inventor of the zipper.


What’s the best money you’ve ever spent as a writer?
Traveling, and a good laptop. One gives me material, the other gives me somewhere to put it.


Summarize your book using only gifs or emojis.
🕰️🎩👮‍♀️🔥⚔️💻❤️☕


Would you and your main character(s) get along?
Yes. Boaz Grand, the protagonist in Time Clocks, is about 85% me (and 15% water), so I think we’d get along just fine.


If you could spend the day with another author, who would you choose and why?
Jerome K. Jerome. I’d like to spend the day walking along the Thames with him, without George, Harris, or Montmorency, and hear him talk about all three.


What’s the one book someone else wrote that you wish you had written?
Richard Adams’s Watership Down. I wish I’d written it, but at least I had the privilege of translating it into Hebrew.


What’s the single best line you’ve ever read?
Tom Robbins, Even Cowgirls Get the Blues: “A book no more contains reality than a clock contains time.” I loved that line long before I wrote Time Clocks.


What’s on your literary bucket list?

To keep writing the books I would want to read but that haven’t been written yet, and to keep reaching new readers, communities, and languages with them.


What would you do if you could live forever?
The same things I do now, only with much greater peace of mind. And maybe a little more slowly.

 



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is a time-travel novel about learning to be present.Time Clocks 

Boaz Grand is an AI developer whose system, FocalAI, has become famous for producing cryptic prophetic limericks on a popular television show. One unfortunate appearance by Boaz on the show ends with him losing his job.

On his way home, he encounters three people who seem to have arrived in present-day Israel from completely different periods of history: a biblical shepherd, a nineteenth-century Frenchman, and a policewoman from the 1980s. Somehow, their arrival appears to match part of FocalAI’s latest limerick, drawing Boaz into a much larger mystery involving artificial intelligence, friendship, memory, and time.

But beneath the time travel, the novel is really about our relationship with the present: learning to recognize it, feel at home in it, and accept that it is the only part of time we can actually live in.

 


Friday, September 25, 2026

The 40 But 10: G. Signore

 


I've pulled together 40ish questions - some bookish, some silly - and have asked authors to limit themselves to answering only 10 of them. That way, it keeps the interviews fresh and connectable for all of us!


Today we are joined by G. Signore. He is the author of The Cost No One Chose, Book I of The Open Debt, and the creator behind VARENIVA. His work focuses on speculative worlds built around rules, consequences, moral choice, and the human cost of systems that appear rational until reality stops behaving as expected.






What made you start writing?

It actually started as an experiment rather than a lifelong ambition to become a writer. I wanted to see whether I could take a complex idea, give it precise rules, build a coherent world around it, and turn it into a story that could stand on its own.

At some point, the experiment changed. The characters, the rules, and especially the consequences started creating questions I genuinely wanted answered. I stopped wondering whether I could write the story and started wanting to know where it would lead.

That became The Open Debt. So I can't really point to the moment I decided to become a writer. I can point to the moment I decided this story needed to exist.

 

Describe your book poorly.

People mess with reality. Reality sends the bill to the wrong address.

 

Do you read the reviews of your books or do you stay far far away from them, and why?

I read them. If someone has spent hours inside a world I created and then taken the time to explain what worked or didn't work for them, I want to know.

I don't think every criticism should automatically lead to a change, because different readers can want completely different things from the same story. But patterns matter. If several people independently react to the same element, that's information worth paying attention to.

I tend to approach reviews the same way I approach most things: not as a verdict, but as data. Sometimes uncomfortable data, admittedly, but still useful.

 

If you met your characters in real life, what would you say to them?

I'd probably start with an apology.

Not because I regret what happens to them, but because I know exactly why it happens, and they don't. As the author, I'm responsible for putting them in situations where every solution has a cost and even the right choice can hurt someone else.

Then I'd probably avoid telling them what happens next. I suspect some of them would have very strong opinions about me if they knew.

 

What's something that's true about you but no one believes?

Probably that I became an author without really being a reader.

I've always had a complicated relationship with reading. When I was younger, I mostly associated books with school and obligation, and even later I struggled to stay engaged with them for very long.

Strangely, that became part of the reason I started writing. I wanted to build a story that would keep giving me a reason to ask what happens next. In a way, I ended up trying to create the kind of book I had never managed to find for myself.

I realize that "I wrote a novel because I wasn't much of a reader" sounds slightly backwards. But apparently that's how I got here.

 

What's your kryptonite as a writer?

Knowing when to stop improving something.

I naturally tend to treat a story like a system: if I see something that can be made more coherent, more precise, or better connected to everything around it, I want to fix it. The problem is that there is almost always something else you could improve.

At some point, refinement stops being progress and becomes an excuse not to finish. Learning to recognize that line has probably been one of the hardest parts of writing for me.

Sometimes the most difficult decision isn't what to change. It's deciding that something is finished.

 

If you could time travel, would you go back to the past or forward into the future?

Forward. Definitely.

The past is fascinating, but we already know at least part of what happened. The future is the unanswered question.

I'd want to see which ideas survived, which problems we solved, which new ones we created, and which things we were completely wrong about. I'd probably be less interested in seeing flying cars than in discovering what people fifty or a hundred years from now consider perfectly normal.

Of course, knowing the future would immediately create another problem: deciding whether I should change anything when I came back.

And given what I write about, I should probably know better than to try.

 

What's on your literary bucket list?

I want to complete The Open Debt and see the story reach the scale I originally imagined for it.

But my ambitions go beyond a single series. I'd like to build different stories and worlds while continuing to develop the system behind them, VARENIVA OS™, which grew out of the way I organize, test, revise, and maintain consistency across a narrative project.

Ultimately, I'd like VARENIVA to become something capable of producing more than one story or one saga without losing the structure and identity behind them.

So my literary bucket list is probably less of a list and more of a construction project. Apparently I'm incapable of choosing the uncomplicated version of anything.

 

What's the one thing you wish you knew when you were younger?

That not knowing exactly where you're going isn't necessarily a problem.

I used to think you needed a clear destination before starting something important. Over time, I've learned that some of the most interesting things I've done began with curiosity rather than certainty.

The Open Debt is a good example. I didn't begin with a lifelong plan to become an author or build a publishing project. I started by testing an idea and following where it led.

I think I would tell my younger self to experiment more and worry less about whether every experiment already has a practical destination. Sometimes you discover the destination by building the road toward it.

 

Describe your book in three words.

Choice. Debt. Consequence.



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Reality can be corrected, but every correction creates a debt. And the person who pays may not be the one who made the choice.

When measurements, memory, and evidence begin to disagree, Teren is forced into a world where two answers can both be true and every attempt to restore order carries a human cost. The Cost No One Chose is an adult speculative fantasy / science fantasy novel built around a rule-driven world, mystery, moral choices, and the consequences of changing reality.



Wednesday, September 23, 2026

Indie Ink Runs Deep: Ani King

 


Every now and then I manage to talk a small press author into showing us a little skin... tattooed skin, that is. I know there are websites and books out there that have been-there-done-that already, but I hadn't seen one with a specific focus on the authors and publishers of the small press community. Whether it's the influence for their book, influenced by their book, or completely unrelated to the book, we get to hear the story behind their indie ink....


Today's ink story comes from Ani King, whose released their story collection Family Night earlier this year with Mason Jar Press! 



The Presence of Wildflowers by Ani King


I can be a particularly impulsive person, which is evident in all of my early tattoos. It is also evident in my writing process, which is largely a vibes and inspiration driven affair. A fair number of the stories in Family Night were written in stoplight bursts on my phone, or at the kitchen counter while asking if my family would be so kind as to let me just write this down, even though we might have been in the middle of something.

            As far as my tattoos, I spent very little time considering what they should be beyond what felt cool in the moment, while also factoring the amount of money I had available at the time. I have a couple of terrifically stupid, cheap tattoos, including a playboy bunny with blue flames around it that I got on my stomach. I have since had two children and grown well into middle age and that bunny looks really bad now. I will not be sharing a picture here of that tattoo. I also do not fully remember the circumstances in which I chose it but will note that it is also a shared tattoo. Yes, someone else has the same bad tattoo, with the flames in a different color, and no, we were not sober. We don’t even know each other anymore. I tell you this first for a couple of reasons: it makes for good contrast against how long I spent thinking about and planning this wildflower forearm sleeve, and it probably will make most of the characters who inspired the tattoo seem a little obvious. I’m not saying that Anne Shirley or Jo March or Lolly Willowes would get an impulse tattoo (I’m lying, in modern times Jo for sure would have some embarrassing literary quote, I promise you), but I am absolutely saying that young adult Pippi Longstocking would have a left forearm full of ink and poke nonsense that she did herself. I will not be taking counter arguments.

This specific tattoo was always meant to do a lot of heavy metaphorical lifting, and so much like a short story that takes forever to complete, the style and intent shifted over the course of six years. It started with a list of words that I felt like I was reclaiming (obstinate, difficult, headstrong, stubborn, to name a few); I had also just come to the full realization that I am non-binary. Gender non-compliant, if you’re nasty. As I thought about the words themselves, I found myself returning to foundational books and characters, largely from my elementary and preteen years. For a brief moment, I thought about getting a typographically interesting box of the most impactful words, with wildflowers growing out of the box. I like the imagery and how it would let me throw a little love for Michigan into the mix. As well, wildflowers are stubborn plants, weedy and prone to growing even where they might not be wanted, and they tend to survive where other more delicate or desirable flowers would not.

As a person who is prone to impulsive decision, I have always needed at least a couple of rules that keep me employable and from having too much expensive regret. My three tattoo rules are: no words or names, no political symbols (ask me how I came up with this one, and yes, the answer is a very expensive cover job), no flags. As you can see, I was prepared to break one of those pretty quickly. I was having a really hard time bringing all the elements—the flowers, the characters, the words and meanings—in a way that sounded at all appealing. As much as I am an artist, I am not a tattoo artist, and that was evident after five years of trying to come up with something.

My tattoo artist did an amazing job, though I did not remotely explain the relationships between the flowers, characters (and one author) or words and feelings that they were representing. I managed to tell her which flowers I was keen on (except I forgot one), and that I didn’t want it to be too structured. What she designed after a five-minute interaction is perfect: sketchy, organic, and very free. She added a few more flowers that pop up here in Michigan and included the ferns I had forgotten. A fun final fact: I didn’t get to see the design until the day of my appointment, so in a way it felt a bit impulsive because I took one look, fell in love, and about twelve minutes later my artist inked the first line.

 

Pippi Longstocking, Pippi Longstocking by Astrid Lindgren, 1945 | Goldenrod (Solidago nemoralis)


Picture of a white person’s forearm with a sketch-style tattoo of wildflowers.
This image is focused on the Goldenrod part of the tattoo,
which has black-lined stems and leaves and unlined yellow blossoms. 


Until I was about eight, I lived in a conservative, restrictive environment. I largely read select Little Golden Books, and Bible stories or books that were tied to Bible stories in some way. Sometimes it surprises me that Pippi Longstocking made its way to me in that time period, considering what  subversive female character she was compared to how I was supposed to behave. I related far more to Annika and Tommy Settergren than Pippi, and like them I think I found her as terrifying as I did amazing. Pippi was the very definition of non-compliant. She was willful and confident and headstrong, and she was always asking why, and while not without her problems, she was very happily herself.

A lot of the time, Pippi is treated like a nuisance, like she’s too much, like she’s a problem to be managed into obedience, and Goldenrod is a hardy, beautiful, overpowering plant that millions of people are allergic to, and bees and other bugs and birds love this flower. In fact, Goldenrod is tremendously important to bees in that it provide nectar and pollen in quantity, and it’s still around in late summer and early fall when other plants are already done for the year. I like to think Pippi in real life would be a stay too late at the party until someone very directly explains that it’s time to leave kind of person.

 

Anne Shirley, Anne of Green Gables by L.M. Montgomery, 1908 | Queen Anne’s Lace (Daucus carota)


Picture of a white person’s forearm with a sketch-style tattoo of wildflowers. 
This image is focused on the Queen Anne’s Lace part of the tattoo, 
which is lightly done black line work, to emphasize the delicacy of the blossoms.


Where Pippi is honestly kind of cool, Anne is dramatic and messy. She has big feelings all the time and she desperately wants to be beautiful, and just as desperately wants to be good, but she also wants to be loved as herself.

The core thing about Anne is she’s so vulnerable. Her layer of armor barely covers her deep sensitivity, and her heart lives on the outside of the armor. While it’s not graphic, on the page trauma, Anne goes through being moved around foster homes, often chosen or rejected based on her gender and usefulness; she’s known hunger, she knows enough to try and get in front of all the complaints Matthew and Marilla Cuthbert are going to have, because she’s heard it all before. But still, there’s a bit of her that cracks every time she’s confronted with her supposed flaws, no matter how much she tries to summon the mantle of graciousness that might hide it when then remark cuts. Associating her with Queen Anne’s Lace is pretty obvious, but if there’s any wildflower that simultaneously belies its own toughness and fragility, it’s this one.

 

Jo March, Little Women by Louisa May Alcott, 1868/1869 | Chicory (Cichorium intybus)

Picture of a white person’s forearm with a sketch-style tattoo of wildflowers.
This image is focused on the Chicory part of the tattoo,
which has lightly sketched purple blossoms and watercolor style leaves and stem. 

Chicory is a hardy plant, said to represent perseverance, determination, and adaptability. I think it’s a flower worthy of representing Jo March, who was in many ways representing her creator, and I like to think they would both appreciate the comparison. When I look at Chicory on the side of the road hanging out with all the other ditch weeds, I think, Dang that is a masculine but jaunty plant! I love that Jo March is rough and wild and boyish, and also tenderhearted to boot. Her best friend is a boy who is in love with her and she is not in love with him, and I remember thinking of the boys I had friendships with, that I roughhoused and spit and swore with, as being a part of a brotherhood with me, and what a blow it is to find out those boys were thinking of me like a girl. I didn’t have the words yet to explain it when I was younger, but I understood why Jo was so disappointed, even in herself. Sometimes it would a lot easier, or feel a lot safer, to do the expected thing. She even considers it, knowing she doesn’t love Laurie, but out of loneliness. As well, Jo isn’t fearless, though she lets people think otherwise. I’ve always thought it’s more that she does things despite the fear, because the end result is more important. She hustles to sell her stories, she works hard to take care of her family, she sells her hair for a good amount of money and is deeply sad about it, so she’s a hard worker for what or who she loves. And like Anne, she also feels set apart at times. She struggles with the boundaries of her sisterhood expanding and changing, even while changing them herself.

Louisa May Alcott was herself a deeply political person, an abolitionist and feminist, and she intentionally never married. In an interview with Louise Chandler Moulton, she said, "I am more than half-persuaded that I am a man's soul put by some freak of nature into a woman's body.... because I have fallen in love with so many pretty girls and never once the least bit with any man." The authorial layer feels well represented in Little Women, and I think Alcott, who was also a very practical person who worked as a nurse during the American Civil War, was part of helping people find employment, and later raised her niece after her sister died, while managing her own health issues. Determined. Adaptable. Reliable.

 

Meg March, Little Women by Louisa May Alcott, 1868/1869 | Marguerite Daisies (Garden marguerite) 


Picture of a white person’s forearm with a sketch-style tattoo of wildflowers.
This image is focused on the
Marguerite Daisies part of the tattoo,
which has pale purple and blue blossoms and a black shared stem.


There’s a lot that could be said about Meg’s role in Little Women as the oldest daughter, and the mini-Marmie and peacekeeper. Or about Jo wanting Meg to be the kind of woman who bucks marriage and everything that comes with it so she can tread the boards, but how Meg actually would like marriage and most of what comes with thank you, especially if it could please be with the poor but hot tutor from across the way. But the thing about Meg March that has always stuck with me is from the scene that made me hate Laurie’s smug rich-boy ass with a vengeance. She’s at a party and she is so happy to be at the party, because most of the time she is doing chores and helping care for her family, and yes, her sisters can be fun, but they are also her responsibility, and no one at this party is her job. Of course, there are all these rich girls with more modern, more expensive dresses, and one girl takes her under her wing, but in that benevolent rich girl way where it’s not quite actual kindness. Meg embraces it, she lets herself be “Daisy” which is the benevolent rich girl’s nickname for her. And listen, as a kid who grew up on hand-me-downs, thrift-store finds, government cheese, and Kiwanis Christmas baskets, I promise you Meg did not think she was going to live like this afterwards. I’d bet money she never even forgot for a second that it wasn’t real. But Laurie couldn’t let a girl have a minute, instead he craps all over her dress and how she looks and then lectures her about essentially being fake and basic. I still hate him for it, because it takes a lot to lean into a moment where you know you’re not welcome and still make something of it your own, only to have this oblivious, moneyed-up, hometown-bro crap all over it. The Marguerite Daisy is a little more dressed up that some of its siblings, just a little bit more delicate in the petals, and I chose it for Meg’s moment as Daisy, where she very briefly got to enjoy something on her own. Still mad at Laurie though.

 

Lolly Willowes, Lolly Willowes; or The Loving Huntsman by Sylvia Townsend Warner | Lady Fern (Athyrium felix-femina) 

Picture of a white person’s forearm with a sketch-style tattoo of wildflowers. 
This image is focused on the fern and fiddlehead part of the tattoo 
which is done in a thin, black line style, with a couple of leaves that have a dusky green color. 


Finally, we come to the plant I forgot to mention to my tattoo artist about, the one she included in her design as a given, and to Lolly Willowes, the spinster-aunt, possibly-aro-ace satanist of my heart. I didn’t find this book until I was a little shy of forty, at which point I became obsessed with it and gave a lot of my middle-aged lady friends copies, because I felt (and still do) that it said a lot about women bucking the expectations of age and station; it said a lot about being done with doing emotional labor for everyone else. It absolutely said a lot about wanting even more than a room of one’s own and then fighting to keep it by becoming a satanist and hexing bothersome nephews so they will not in fact move to town and continue to disrupt everything and fit everything into the shapes they want. When Lolly Willowes finds in herself someone she would like to get to know, everything changes. She wants to be alone, because she’s not especially lonely when she is, not after most of a lifetime spent caring for others. She doesn’t resent having done so, but once she embraces life for herself, she can’t possibly let it go. As I get older, I find that I crave more alone time, I enjoy the time I can spend in my own head.

I chose the Lady Fern for this representation because the ferns in a floral arrangement are considered filler, even though the bouquet often looks shabbier without them. In a field, or along the edges of a forest, ferns are the background characters in the party, but ferns are capable of living through below freezing temperatures for a while, and they’re a backbone plant in their ecosystem, and one of the first plants to grow back after a wildfire. Ferns are so dependable that they are sometimes overlooked or taken for granted, much like Lolly Willowes becomes in her family. Like my favorite spinster aunt, ferns are complicated in their beauty and they’re not all that intentionally inviting. I personally find the smell of hot ferns nostalgic, but also a little unpleasant, though not so much as certain body sprays and colognes. Lolly Willowes helped raise kids and carefully lived in the background to maintain an easy seeming peace in her brother’s home, and then she went to whatever lengths she could to keep her own actual peace. I’m not saying we all need to make the quietest and politest of fictional deals with the devil to do so, but I am saying it’s an option, and I don’t judge.


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Releasing October 20, 2026

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FAMILY NIGHT is by turns a lyrical celebration of queerness and an exploration of family and loss, often through a lens of magical realism. Ani King's collected flash fiction stories explore relationships and connections: a teen girl attempting to summon her missing mother home with cigarette smoke and yacht rock songs; two sisters disputing how to care for an unhealthy elderly unicorn; a woman accidentally raising two daughters from the bones of her long-dead pet rabbits. Throughout FAMILY NIGHT, there is a sense of yearning for connection, be it with family, old friends, lovers, or community.




Ani King (they/them) is a queer, gender non-compliant writer and artist from Michigan. Ani is a Monarch Queer Literary Award recipient, with work on the Wigleaf Top 50 Long List, and in Best Small Fictions 2025 and Best Microfiction 2026. Family Night, their debut flash collection is out in October 2026 with Mason Jar Press.